Real Life Stories - April 2020

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Of course my wife has quite explicitly made it crystal clear that she can quite happily live without my feeble efforts to make love to her, but just occasionally, when she is in the mood, she is gracious enough still to let me try to please her, when I have earned enough points to deserve a treat. Almost always this ends in failure and humiliation羞辱 — shame given on purpose for me. The frustration of sexual denial is probably far greater than that of any chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm device as there is no chance of ultimate relief. My wife is very subtle as she leaves me to make all the running asking for opportunities for intimacy; she then strings me along, sometimes from one week to the next, never knowing when she will oblige. When I then fail as a man, I guess I end up feeling even worse about letting my wife down as it was me that asked to try and give her pleasure, only to fail yet again.