Real Life Stories - April 2020

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My wife really does welcome my impotence as a weapon she can use to make me behave towards her, as she wants. I know she is just stringing me along with her protestations of innocence, but I wish I knew whether she really is just hiding her dominance and manipulation of me, which I so admire. Is my longed for Tigress getting her way by leaving me guessing? Is she playing me along to her advantage like cat and mouse? I really don't know even though I am a psychologist. The uncertainty is exquisitely unbearable!

I also know my wife benefits from knowing I have unwittingly given her a new powerful weapon of humiliating me in front of our friends. If ever I really upset her, she would expose for their amusement true stories about my failures in bed. I have not forgotten how one year, when overseas, I forgot my wife's birthday and the fun this allowed her to have telling all her friends about my omission. This all helps keep me on my toes and striving to serve her in every way I can. Her dominance of me is instead so subtle and mental, but that is how my wife seems to want it, frustrating though it is for me. She is dominant but avoids any explicitly dominant behavior but rather enjoys the mind games. The uncertainty where I stand keeps me on my toes. Her greatest compliment is 'not bad'.