Real Life Stories - April 2020

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You did not mention it but I hope that you still sexually pleasure your wife either through oral servitude or through the means of a toy. Her being sexually satisfied while you are unable to gain an erection or sexual release will add to your humiliation羞辱 — shame given on purpose and thus satisfy your submissive顺从 — willing to obey desires, which will give you further motivation to compensate her outside of the bedroom by being her house slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience. It was implied by your story that this is what occurs but you never actually mentioned it, rather that she makes you compensate her for your impotency by doing all the household chores. I think you need to do both, compensate her with your domestic service and still fulfil your sexual duties by sexually serving your wife orally or with a toy. There are many husbands that are not impotent but live a similar existence through the means of a chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm device and being denied by their wives. Like you stated, your impotency insures that your chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm and denial is permanent and real, without the need for a device.

Charles, I admire your attitude and your gratitude to your wife. Your selfless service of her is an example to all men. I hope that she continues to grow in her dominance and that she may indeed embrace some of the more physical domination activities (such as physical discipline) that I know you desire. She sounds like she has the mental domination of you down to an art. She definitely has you totally under her thumb. Take care.

From Martin: