Real Life Stories - April 2020

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Many men would have become deeply depressed or even suicidal, but it is here that my masochistic tendencies and the wisdom of my wife have come to the rescue. I feel my failures are an insult to my wife as they imply I am no longer attracted to her, which would be inexcusable and actually totally untrue. Without ever condoning my failures, or pretending she is not insulted by them and displeased with me, my wife has graciously conceded that there are some benefits in my impotence for her. That is, provided it makes me more aware of the gulf between her superiority and my inferiority and provided this awareness drives me yet more diligently to seek to serve her better in other ways so that I compensate by becoming the best house slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience I can be. I must admit to feeling completely inadequate as a man, but so grateful to my wife for so generously taking advantage of this fact and I believe exploiting it to her advantage.