Real Life Stories - Entries for August 2011

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Those sprinkles eventually came to be her playing the dominant part to me being the willing and submissive顺从 — willing to obey receiver. She acquiesced, but always I felt like I was asking for it more than she wanted to give it. I can’t say that we didn’t fight over it, because we did. It was never a big fight, but it always weighed heavily on both of our psyches. I felt as though I was too kinky, and I think she felt the same. Talking about it was difficult because one or the other of us would become defensive.

A few years ago I stumbled upon male chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm, and we played with that a few times also. But it was generally only when I mentioned something about it, and it seemed never to be something that she had any interest in other than to satisfy my desire to do it. In other words, she seemed not to get anything out of it. Nor did she profess to desire the supposed benefits of the chastised man, i.e. the increase in attention, the desire to do more for his loved one, the sexual "charge" or "energy" that comes from being the key holder. Our chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm play rarely lasted more than a day, although in fairness we did indeed go for a whole week on at least two occasions.