Real Life Stories - August/September 2019

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Coming out of the closet was quite an appropriate metaphor, because, for the last six months or so, I have been sharing more and more of my submissive顺从 — willing to obey feelings with her, partly due to what I have learned about myself reading your site. She has had a difficult time with this, in spite of the fact that she is, without doubt, one of the most naturally dominant women I have ever met. She is smart, beautiful, stylish, highly accomplished, confident to the extreme, and very comfortable giving orders. She loves to be pampered with gifts, foot massages按摩 — rubbing the body to ease it, hates housework, is a natural tease, has issued many requests for changes in my dress, behavior...you get the picture. Even before I shared any overtly submissive顺从 — willing to obey feelings with her, I began to massage按摩 — rubbing the body to ease it her, cook for her, clean house, get her drinks, flowers, etc. At first I was in conflict with this aspect of my own nature, my ego is strong, and wanted simply the sexual aspect, but more and more I try to serve her in what ever way I can. This pleases me, but as you know, I desperately crave acknowledgement and nurturing of my submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature.