Belle De Jour

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I was struggling to get off as I had some movement in my right wrist and thought I could pull wrist thru the leather cuff. She only laughed at my predicament and said, "If you can get out you can have me” Then laughed and kicked the wheel again.

Spinning the wheel made it almost impossible to struggle as I is extremely difficult to concentrate while spinning. Then she stood up and came directly to the side of the wheel. In the past she slowly rotated me but this time she grabbed the rim and rotated it very fast. My whole world was spinning and became a blurr.

My body was being thrown against the straps. First one side and the other actually the 3:00 and 9:00 positions put most force on the body. I was almost blacking out from the motion. Then she spun the wheel even faster. She must have known what I was experiencing. There was absolutely no chance of escape as it was extremely difficult to retain any sense of composure. To reach the goal of ”having her” was pure fantasy.

Then she simply let me spin freely and gravity slowly came in control and left me inverted, but I was glad that the rotation had stopped. She said rather gleefully, you didn’t do so well to get free, you could have had me. She knew she was pretty safe. But I often wondered. She must have been one great prize, if only, but as her slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience I was not worthy.”