Female Liberation or Promiscuity? Questions about Cuckolding

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The past few years, I've had the very strong urge to cheat on my husband. We love each other very much, but for some reason having sex with someone else turns me on totally, makes me feel sexier. My husband is great, but I have the urge to find better and tell him about it. I told him I was planning on cheating on him and, while he said he got hurt, he also got totally turned on. It was a "good" hurt he said. I suggested the following changes to our sex life:

1) I can deny him as long as I want. No orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax without my say so and with me only.

2) I can demand sex with him whenever I want, and I can have sex with whomever I want, wherever I want. Regarding the latter, it's none of his business and he can ask no questions.

3) If he whines or complains when I go out (Where am I going? Who am I meeting? Where were you?), I can deny him longer.

Elise, we both agree this is very exciting. He told me he enjoys the fact that I'm honest with him. It also turns him on that I want to find someone better than him. When I told him I'd planned on cheating on him and lightly giggled, I could tell he was hurt. But he said he loved it and I found I loved relishing in his humiliation羞辱 — shame given on purpose! I often wear boots (his favorite) and smoke (another favorite fetish恋物 — a strong sexual focus on one thing of his) and he said it drives him insane when I tell him I am going out somewhere and he can't ask.