Female Liberation or Promiscuity? Questions about Cuckolding

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I was hurt but I persevered, met my current husband and fell deeply in love with him. About three years into my new marriage I discovered that my new husband had submissive顺从 — willing to obey desires. I knew nothing about this lifestyle but I was intrigued so I agreed to explore it with him. Your site and procedures have been a tremendous help. As we began to explore this lifestyle, I discovered that my current husband had a strong desire to be cuckolded by me. It ranks near the top of all of his D&S interests. After what I went through with my former husband, I flat out rejected this idea and told my husband in no uncertain terms that I forbid him to ever bring it up.

However, it keeps creeping back into our conversations when we discuss this lifestyle and I can see his excitement and enthusiasm for it. I am really dumfounded by this. I know first hand the pain that infidelity can cause and even if it is a mutually agreed upon activity between consenting adults, I can't fathom any other result from cuckolding other than pain and hurt. Am I missing something here? I have promised my husband that I will keep an open mind when it comes to this lifestyle but this is one area that I do not understand. Please advise.