Real Life Stories - December 2009

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I am not endorsing cuckolding but if you and your wife have mutually agreed to this lifestyle, you need to realize that your wife wants variety and a man with dark skin is variety when compared to you. He is probably better hung (another result of genetics) and she likes being with a man of a different race. It is no different than a man who wants to date a red-head because his last girlfriend was a blonde and he wants variety. Your wife is interested in variety, plain and simple.

Personally, I think you are struggling with the fact that your wife cuckolded you. I don’t doubt that you are upset that he is of another race but I think that is an outer issue that is masking an inner issue. Whoever she would have brought home, you would have found fault. You are going through some emotional challenges and you need to work through them. You need to renew your mind to the fact that your wife is enjoying herself. You need to find that which takes you to subspace. The fantasy took you to subspace so you need to focus on what it is about cuckolding that excites you and you need to meditate on that. If nothing else, dwell on the thought that your wife is expressing her liberation and she is dominating you by humiliating you through cuckolding. I am sure such thoughts will excite you. Your wife is demanding your submission in this area so concentrate on that, and not on the skin color of her date.