Real Life Stories - Entries for February 2020

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That began three years ago. Six months ago, he asked me to marry him. I asked him if he knew what that meant - that he would be promising to serve me as my slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience for life. He said yes - and I said yes! Since we've been engaged, I've been more strict with him. For the first time, I've required him to ask me for permission to masturbate, and emphasized that it was only to be an occasional privilege. He's done his best to obey, but failed a few times. But he's been very open about how hard it is to resist, and that got me wondering, so one night we had a long talk about his sexual history.

Let me explain - I'm 23, and a virgin. I've always believed that sex is for marriage only. Chris has known this, and agreed early on in our relationship that there would be no sex, or even any sexual situations, until marriage. We kiss, and hug, and make out - but no fondling, no undressing. Until we were engaged, I only spanked Chris over his underpants. Once we were engaged, I made an exception, and spank him on his bare bottom, but that's the only time either of us is partially undressed in front of the other. I've also explained that when we're married, sex as he may have imagined it will also be an occasional privilege - more often, it will be him pleasing me, and me occasionally letting him have a little relief. And Chris is fine with this. Sex is to be When I Say, How I Say, within Marriage.