Real Life Stories - Entries for March 2013

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I need to serve this woman even if I have to pay for it. Deep down I want to really worship崇拜侍奉 — adoring service her with my mind and soul. I tried to say NO to her but I just can’t. It was like she hypnotized me.

Now I go watch her perform and I must watch her dance for other men. I enjoy seeing her sitting on laps of other men, while she glances at me. Why do I get so turned on and happy seeing her with other men at the club? This woman has me in the palm of her hand. I am serving her by giving her money but I want more. I want to worship崇拜侍奉 — adoring service her. How can I worship崇拜侍奉 — adoring service her at the gentlemen's club both inconspicuous and publicly? I definitely want to buy her your book too. She has this control over me that I can’t refuse.

Elise’s Response:

I would classify this woman as your “unattainable Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine”. Many men have an unattainable Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine who serves the purpose of releasing the submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature within. This woman’s beauty and dominant aura has unleashed your submission and you are overwhelmed by her sexual power. So you worship崇拜侍奉 — adoring service her from afar, watching her dance and giving her money. But at some point you need to channel your submissive顺从 — willing to obey energy into serving an attainable Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine.