Library Elise Sutton

Real Life Stories - Entries for March 2019

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It's odd the way this all happened. I'd been friends with her for months, she was a very fun and occasionally annoying person. And as I said, while I admired her beauty and sexiness, she was not my cup of tea. I had never had any interest in women for as long as I can remember. It wasn't until she started the mind games, physical domination and humiliation羞辱 — shame given on purpose that something inside of me responded. I now know why all her other guys were so taken. It has been a year this month since she opened my eyes. I still get to date her, though she is also casually dates a couple of other guys. And obviously the nature of our relationship has changed drastically. I definitely would not consider myself to be her equal in any way, as was the case in the beginning. She allows me to take care of the more mundane aspects of her life. I run errands, clean, do laundry and occasionally cook for her. And I couldn't be happier.

When I look back on these last few couple of years I'm quite shocked. I went from a contented, happy-go-lucky gay man, who tended to be the more assertive partner in his relationships, to an extremely elated, happy-go-lucky submissive顺从 — willing to obey butler/maid女仆 — a woman servant/cook/lover/shopping partner/slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience of a woman. What could be better?