Real Life Stories - March 2017

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Nevertheless, the very strongest chord of my own kinkyness was femdom女性支配 — female domination, and it was something I could not shake away. I probably have never stopped trying to push Naomi in that direction, always with enough humor to keep the pressure light. I'd suggest a whipping for my birthday, or present her with a whip I'd made for her with a dildo假阳具 — a toy shaped like a penis-shaped handle. If I surprised her with lingerie情趣内衣 — women's fancy underwear, it was generally in black and on the bitchy side of sexy. Or I'd ask her to make me put on makeup. This is all anectdotal but I tried a zillion things I suppose. We're talking about over 8-10 years. I tried pretty hard to seduce her dominance. She was always tolerant, usually amused, sometimes willing. But never completely comfortable, never enthusiastic or animated about it. Not that she doesn't know that she has a dominant nature. She acknowledges that she does, but she says that she has tried most of her life to hide it because of hurtful things people said about her growing up, being cold or tough emotionally (stuff I never understood). One thing she enjoyed less than trying my suggestions, however, was talking about them. She is always reluctant to get into deep conversations about sex. Not with me. Not with other women.