Real Life Stories - Entries for May 2009

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One of the first turning points was when we spent a weekend in the city, attending a three-day music event. She agreed to keep me locked up in the chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm device for the entire time. During that time, I performed for her orally, and she experienced what she calls the most intense orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax of her life. But even then, she still struggled with the notion of the little girl’s dream of what a marriage was supposed to be, and this wasn’t a part of that picture. It just didn’t fit the fairy tale stereotype.

By this time in my life I had become pretty convinced that I wanted her to be the head of the household, the loving female authority. I persevered and in my less than gentle way continued to urge her to think about it. I was, of course, doing exactly what I shouldn’t have done. I was pushing it on her. And although she had had some fun with the bedroom games, she still couldn’t reconcile that role with what was her pre-conditioned image of what a marriage was supposed to be.