Real Stories - May 2020

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He told me about his desire to be dominated by women and that lately he had been tempted to visit a Professional Dominatrix女支配者 — a dominant woman. He even went as far to say that he had made appointments but cancelled at the last minute. He wanted to be faithful to me so that is why he decided that he needed to tell me about this. He asked me if I would be willing to dominate him from time to time to satisfy this urge. I could not believe my ears. As I look at it now and from reading your site, I must admire him for having the courage to open up to me about this. He was just being honest but at that time, I could not see anything but a pervert as a husband. I was hurt and I was furious with him.

I began to feel sorry for myself. I threw myself a pity party and I played the victim. I kept thinking about all the nice men that I could have married but here I went and gave my heart to the county pervert. My husband handed me a book and some printed material off the Internet after he made his confession to me. The material was tame in comparison to what I now know about this lifestyle but at that time it might as well have been the hardest core porno. I read one chapter in the book and maybe half of the material off the Internet before I threw them in the trash. I kicked my husband out of our bedroom and I cried myself to sleep that night.