Real Life Stories - Entries for July 2003

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Ms Sutton, logically this makes no sense. I should be mad at her but I am so much in love with her. Alison has never looked so beautiful and sexy as she does now. Alison even hinted that she might buy a whip and whip me once a week. I am ecstatic about this. I know the dangers that are out there, like her running off with this other guy, but I don't seem to care. I am in my own world of submission and I can't seem to do enough for her. I anxiously await each order she gives me. So far, reality is better than fantasy.

Elise's Response:

Owen, Alison has taken you to a deep level of subspace by her unexpected and surprising actions. You are still in subspace and that is why you cannot logically grasp what has happened. You cannot say that reality is better than fantasy because you have yet to return to reality. You are in subspace and you want to stay there because subspace is a tranquil and wonderful mental state. Unfortunately, the hour is soon coming when you will leave subspace and reality will slap you across the face. Perhaps you will still feel the same about your relationship with Alison. I hope you do because I don't see Alison returning to any life other than one where you are in submission to her.