Real Life Stories - Entries for July 2003

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Discipline is strict and uncompromising and he waits on me hand and foot. I never do housework and he does all the cooking. When we go to dinner or the movies I will ask where he might like to go or what he might want to see. Sometimes we go where he wants but not always, the final decision is mine alone and I always order for him at restaurants, which embarrasses him immensely. I have total control over the finances, with Duane receiving a small allowance every week. I open all the mail, including his, I decide what he watches on television, and his internet access is strictly limited and supervised. I'm not a heavy smoker, but when I do smoke, he kneels before me with an ashtray. Sometimes I use it, sometimes his mouth, and although I haven't snubbed out a butt on his body since our wedding night, he knows that I can do so at any time. In short, I exercise complete dominion over his daily existence, molding him more and more to my desires, and his entire focus is on making my life easier and more pleasant.