Real Stories - November 2021

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I reflected how poorly I had behaved towards Alison over the many years we’d been together, mainly through my laziness and not paying her the attention she deserved. I realized how selfish I’d been, not just indulging in secret fantasies and my lack of attention to her needs in the bedroom, but my career had always taken precedence, yet she had selflessly given up her own to bring up our beautiful children. Again, shame on me, I had taken her completely for granted. I realized how lucky I was that she still loved me and we were still together.

I developed an overwhelming yearning to please my wife, to pay back her selfless love for our children and me. With this I began to hope that she might understand my submissive顺从 — willing to obey feelings. I began to fantasize about her in a dominant role and to receive her discipline when I erred or misbehaved. – perhaps surprisingly this was something I had rarely done before. I resolved to confess all.

I did not know if she would be receptive or revolted by it but when our children were away visiting relatives, I plucked up courage to talk to her. Of course I did not go about it as you advised Elise, it all came out in a fairly emotive confession. My wife, bless her, did her best to understand, and we started exploring spanking again, this time with me on the receiving end.