Real Stories - November 2021

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And then I got completely carried away. I was so wrapped up in experiencing these sensations, [my fantasies were becoming reality one-by-one], I became completely obsessed and started pressuring her into playing, trying to influence what she did to me, pushing her to go ever further. I was thoughtless and demanding, never stopping to think about what I was doing or what she wanted. This at a time when her career was getting busier and more challenging and of course our teenage children still required and deserved our attention most of all. I did not stop to consider how she felt and I am now truly sorry for the way I behaved, and the pressure I put on her. I had of course been “topping from the bottom”, it was nothing like true submission to her and she did not feel in control in any way when we reached crisis point. One morning she told me that she couldn’t take the pressure any more and that everything would stop immediately.