Library Elise Sutton

Real Life Stories - New Entries for November 2002

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My goal was to keep him a virgin until our wedding night. Somehow my fetish恋物 — a strong sexual focus on one thing and sexuality became so strong that I almost needed for him to be a virgin. I can't explain it but I felt so in control and so powerful making him pleasure me while I denied him. He had accidents and climaxed a few times as we were making out or as he was orally serving me and rubbed his penis阴茎 — the male sex organ against my body or the bed. I even stroked him to orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax on a few occasions but I would not permit him to penetrate me.

I became so turned on about the thought of a virgin boy eating my pussy阴部 — the vulva and worshipping my body. I experienced many orgasms高潮 — the sexual climax as he would eat me and I would often pleasure myself with my vibrator震动器 — a toy that buzzes when I was by myself as I pondered this female power dynamic in my mind. I enjoyed this intense mental stimulation so much that I realized that as soon as he lost his virginity, this power dynamic would be gone forever and I worried if I would still enjoy sex with him. Strange, I know, but I could not help what was occurring with my sexuality.

A few weeks before our wedding, I asked him if he would be willing to remain a virgin after our wedding. He said no and I threatened him by saying that perhaps he should find someone else to marry. He was stunned and devastated so he begged me to marry him and he agreed to abide by any terms and conditions I would set. This excited me even further.