Real Life Stories - Entries for October 2010 (Best of Elise)

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So I would say that you are also on a journey. You did not know you wanted to be in submission to a woman until you were confronted with the reality of what it would feel like to be in submission to a woman. Your submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature was buried deep within and it was not a fantasy. But once you were confronted with male submission when Jill wrestled you into submission, your submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature was unleashed. You liked how it felt and you realized that this is who you are sexually. All those other sexual experiences were a part of your journey of discovery. Now you do not want to be with a man because you have tasted the power of female domination. A man can be sexually dominant but a man does not possess the sexual power of a woman. You have tasted female sexual power and it is better than plain female sexuality or plain male sexuality.

If you had been totally comfortable in your gay lifestyle, you probably would have had no desire to explore female domination. Although you claim you were not looking for female domination, the fact is that most submissive顺从 — willing to obey men are blindsided by female domination. Be it a childhood experience or the first time they see a magazine or a website about female domination or the first time they see a scene in a movie about female domination, a lot of time the submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature of man does seem to come out of leftfield when they least expect it. I discussed this in my book: