Real Life Stories - Entries for October 2010 (Best of Elise)

Screen 23 of 31

On Friday of the 2nd week, I told him I wanted him out of the house on Sunday before noon and to return precisely at 2 pm. He was told to find me in the living room where he would be expected to kneel before me, prepared to make a decision. He was also told that when asked for his decision he must kiss each of my feet, and then make one of two choices. One would be to beg my forgiveness for misleading me about his submissive顺从 — willing to obey desires and by way of apology pledge to abstain from orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax two more weeks. The other would be to offer to surrender himself to my total control by choosing to have an orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax which he should understand would not only symbolize his loss of control but which would also serve as the moment of transition from independence to total submission.

That Sunday he arrived right on time and found me sitting in the living room dressed in a short skirt and legs crossed to display the high heeled boots I bravely bought just for the occasion. I was sipping wine, but still felt so shaky inside I couldn't talk, so I said nothing and simply pointed to the floor in front of me. As he knelt, he said "yes dear". His voice cracked and I could see he was trembling. It gave me renewed courage to see he was more nervous than I. I was suddenly aware of an intensely pleasurable feeling of relaxed confidence and power. I was struck at that moment by the conscious realization that never, ever again would I be content in the absence of those feelings. My turning point had arrived.