Real Life Stories - Entries for October 2012

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I have noticed that she has got very bossy out of the bedroom. The more I do for her, the more bitchy she gets but it is confusing because she is so very affectionate and caring at the same time. She keeps talking about me "formally submitting" to her which I take to mean as accepting her leadership. I don't think she has fully understood the extent of how far she wants to take this lifestyle but she has expressed an interest in things like feminization which she is convinced will make me look at her in a new way.

I am puzzled where all this has come from so I asked her and she mentioned that a friend had told her about the Female Led Lifestyle, but this is a conversation she said had only occurred after I had started giving her oral sex. Recently she directed me to your website, so it is abundantly clear that she wants this lifestyle. But the question remains where all this has come from?

Is it possible for any woman to suddenly become dominant simply because she is receiving oral sex on a regular basis? It seems to me that I have drawn something out of her with oral sex that was probably already lying dormant just below the surface but that she did not know about consciously. I am slightly bemused and if I am honest a bit aroused, but worried about what I have started. My girlfriend says that she is enjoying herself and that is the only thing that should matter to me from now on. She assures me that she loves me and that this is what she wants.