Becoming A Successful submissive顺从 — willing to obey male: Questions about growing as a submissive顺从 — willing to obey in a FemDom女性支配 — female domination relationship

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My girlfriend expressed to me in the beginning of our relationship that she liked to be submissive顺从 — willing to obey to me. Now, I was attracted to her because she is a strong, confident women. Now after a few months of a more mainstream relationship. I finally told her my deep yearning to submit to her. She seems to be open to it and even says that she thinks she will like it. My concern is, is she just playing along with me or is she having a revelation.

Also, I have been submissive顺从 — willing to obey to Pro Doms since the age of 18. I am now 30. I have had some intense experiences but not often and not very real. Now here I am finally with a person that loves me (and I her) and being her slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience is eminent but I can't help but be ashamed of the fact that I want to be her doormat, her total submissive顺从 — willing to obey servant. Some how it was easy to do this with Pro Dommes女主人 — a dominant woman because they were not my partner. Now, to be actually inferior to a life partner is just shamfull to me. I almost feel she will be rejected after a while and not want a person like me around her. Thanks for your response!