A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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I followed her upstairs to help her change from her executive wear to something more comfortable. As I knelt before her she saw the bracelet and told me that was not allowed under her “naked” policy. That earned me another 6. I was now up to 24. After Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner changed I was sent to put on a short, silky robe, opened in the front. I stood before Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner as she walked around me, looking at me, touching me, inspecting(?) me. This was very unnerving. Finally she was satisfied and we went downstairs. Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner sat on the couch and I was allowed to sit on the love seat next to it.

Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner asked if I had any fears in all of this. I told her that I only feared failing her and that she might be doing this for the wrong reason: to please me.

Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner told me emphatically that she was doing this for HER and that she had given it a lot of thought. Well, yea, obviously, as she had really messed with my head so far today. She said she had concerns about our relationship, being friends, just talking to me, so she was going to introduce bouts of “spouse time” where I would be out of the slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience mode and more just her husband, albeit still the attentive and obedient one.

We talked some more and it became VERY clear to me that Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner had, indeed, given this a lot of thought. She told me that much of the reading she had done lately had helped her think about all of this and work through some of it and also that she just felt she was “ready now.” I can’t argue with any of that.