A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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17 November 2005 (Thur.): This morning passed in our usual routine, but I went at it with a new outlook and renewed devotion. Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner invited me into her bed and we cuddled. Before she arose she said “pleasure me slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience” and she threw back the covers and spread her legs. I went down on her and licked her to orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax. When she was pleasured we got up and went about our respective morning tasks. I am a slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience, a tool for her sexual pleasure. I am her maid女仆 — a woman servant and cook. I love her for giving me these opportunities to serve her, to submit to her.

Again, I was naked except for a red, short, silky robe. I miss the heels and my other feminine sissy伪娘 — a man dressed and treated as a girl maid女仆 — a woman servant trappings, but Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner likes the short, open robe that reveals my nakedness and it is all about what SHE likes, what SHE wants, what pleasures HER. I do NOT have a problem with that. When Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner wants me femmed up she will tell me and I will do it. I took care of all of Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner’s morning needs and saw her off to work.

Today is day 66 of wearing my CB3000. This is my longest term in chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm yet. I have a doctor’s appointment in 4 days that will necessitate removal of the device. I’m in total chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm, a submissive顺从 — willing to obey sex slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience, house maid女仆 — a woman servant: life is good.