A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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16 January 2005 (Sun): We stayed home today and relaxed. I made Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner the special breakfast that she had requested and she complimented me, telling me that I was becoming a good cook.

Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner worked most of the day in her home office. I’m afraid that I got upset at something that Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner said and I just went off, got very angry and yelled at her. She told me that I needed to apologize. I went and sulked in the basement for a while then came up and apologized. Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner accepted my apology, but told me that I had behaved very badly. I really felt terrible at that point. Will I never be a good submissive顺从 — willing to obey?

Fortunately for me Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner forgave me for my outburst (but probably hasn’t forgotten it). Strangely enough, she allowed me to answer the door dressed en femme女性化 — feminine when the young pizza man came that evening. That’s very unlike Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner, to be so bold in that regard. I thought I handled it well and looked very “house-wifey” in my black dress, wig, make up, pearls, apron围裙 — a cover worn over clothes while working and heels. I was tempted to flash just a bit of stocking长袜 — a close-fitting covering for the leg and garter吊袜带 — a band that holds up a stocking to the boy but modesty forbade me.

Actually I did not forgive him in fact I was furious. I had spent the entire day in my home office working on something for craig, something he needed done. It involved him having pictures taken in various clothing and I made a comment how he likes dressing up and he went ballistic.