A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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Sometimes Ashley ties me up inside the room and increases the bondage捆绑 — being tied or restrained using butt plugs肛塞 — a toy worn in the anus, penis阴茎 — the male sex organ gags, and blindfolds眼罩 — a cover for the eyes, giving me extra sensations. Her favorite is a parachute device that snaps around my balls. Ashley will bind me to the discipline wall or to the floor and she places the parachute tightly around my ball sac. She will then pull the chain tight and attach it to a rope which she pulls tight and ties it to one of the hooks in the opposite wall. This pulls and stretches my balls, which can be very intense. She will leave me like this as she closes the door and turns out the light. I must suffer until she returns to check on me.

(Closer look at the parachute device)

Recently, Ashley has been going out with her girlfriends while leaving me in the deprivation chamber. She does this maybe once a week. She does permit me a cell phone so she can check in on me. I must do my business prior to going in the chamber because there is no bathroom. I am all alone in the dark, unable to see or hear, alone with my thoughts as my wife goes out with her friends.

(Here is a look at the north wall and part of the rubber ceiling of the chamber)