A Dominant Wife's Journal

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What Mike brings to the table is romance and sex. What I could never achieve with paying clients I can achieve with Mike because I am intimate with him. My favorite sessions with Mike involve that sadomasochism exchange that has equilibrium of sexual arousal and sexual fulfillment. I often became aroused when playing with clients but rarely did I allow myself the freedom to indulge in my own sexual gratification. That would have been unethical.

The marriage relationship allows the power exchange to intersect with intimacy. I can express my sadistic side with Mike and I can investigate his masochism. At the same time we can be intimate. Not only can we exchange D&S energy but we can exchange our love for each other.

My favorite session with Mike had to be one of those rare nights when I experienced a total body orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax. Those who have experienced this know of what I speak. Every so often the stars and the planets align and everything comes together during a D&S session. If only that would happen all the time but you never know when it will happen. A session will come to fruition where my dominant energy and Mike’s submissive顺从 — willing to obey energy will fuse together to generate a sexual sonata. It has happened more than once but not often enough to subtract from it being a special and rare experience. When it happens it needs to be cherished and celebrated.