A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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For the night time I changed into my pink, padded bra and added my modest breast乳房 — a woman's chest forms. (I’d love to go to a 40 or 42 DD, my motto is “go big or go home”, but Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner thinks that would look hideous). I put on a black dress, my stiletto细高跟 — a very thin high heel thongs丁字裤 — underwear with a thin strip in the back and some long earrings. Later in the evening I worked on Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner’s feet, sanding them smooth and massaging them with a rich cream. She occasionally gets pedicures足部护理 — grooming the feet and nails at her salon but they seldom have to do much to her feet. Afterwards I cut and filed my toenails, then gave them a base coat, two coats of Pure Pearl polish and a top coat. Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner sat and watched TV as I sat on the floor before her and did my toenails. I wonder what she must think of the spectacle before her when she views this? Although I write in this journal daily and confess all of my feelings and emotions I sometimes don’t know what Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner truly thinks and feels. Does she hope that this all passes and we go back to “normal” eventually? Or is she enjoying her Dominance, her Queen-like pampered status, her total freedom from domestic drudgery, and is slowly coming to grips with it all? Am I thinking too much again? Miss Erica and Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner say that is one of my problems.