A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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Today is his birthday and as you can see from the past couple of days notes he is sulking. Dinner was not fun as I know he was feeling that I was ignoring him.

22 January 2005 (Sat.): Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner had a hair appointment this morning. I just stayed in bed while she got up, showered and got dressed. She came into my bedroom to tell me she was leaving. After she left this morning I showered and made the beds. I’ve got a bit of a stomach ache today (probably from the big spicy meal last night) and a bit of a headache. Maybe that is the reason why I am feeling a bit down.

With each day that passes with no overt domination from Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner I feel more distress. I keep attributing this to her very stressful and responsible executive job, that when she gets home she is just “shagged out” and can’t muster the time and energy to give me a little of what I need. I am hesitant to even discuss this with Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner for fear of being seen as trying to “top from the bottom” or appearing too needy or whiny. Ms. Sutton says that submissive顺从 — willing to obey males need to coax the Domination from their partners by seducing them with service and adoration. Ms. Rika says it’s not what the Domme女主人 — a dominant woman does TO the sub顺从者 — a submissive person but what the sub顺从者 — a submissive person does FOR the Domme女主人 — a dominant woman.