A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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I went back through my diary and the last time I was really physically disciplined was 02 January, almost three weeks ago. During that time there has also been no other real signs of overt domination: no face slaps, verbal taunts, no “kiss my feet/lick my shoes”, no piss play, no humiliation羞辱 — shame given on purpose, no teasing and denial. And during all this time I have served, performed, cooked, cleaned, been a maid女仆 — a woman servant and errand boy. There has been submissive顺从 — willing to obey service but no overt domination. I will keep trying and hope for the best.

By Saturday evening my ill-concealed discontent must have been obvious and Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner confronted me about it. There is no hiding my feelings from her. I explained briefly what I was feeling and suggested she read the last few entries of this journal. She did. We discussed the issues before us. I told Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner that I was very happy and content being submissive顺从 — willing to obey to her and that I truly felt that this was the right way to conduct our lives. I told her that I would continue to be submissive顺从 — willing to obey and would try to have a better attitude about all of it. I told her that I would continue in my submissive顺从 — willing to obey ways while she tried to find a “place” where she was comfortable with all of this.