A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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Ashley: Each time I went out with my friends, I began to feel more at ease, more bold. I was a party animal in college but when I met Jack, he was such a homebody, a very conservative man. I adapted my life to his lifestyle and I gave up going out to be with him. We have a great marriage and I was content spending my time with Jack.

I don’t know if I ever had sexual fantasies. I liked sex but I never fantasized or wanted to role-play or be kinky. When Jack told me about his fantasies to be dominated, which didn’t happen until we were married for five years, I didn’t know what to think. I went along with him, I was just going through the motions, I wanted him to be happy. What I discovered is that female domination unlocked my sexual desires. I began to develop my own fantasies.

Dominating Jack was fun but time consuming. I am a working girl and Jack wanted to be dominated all the time. I didn’t have the energy or the time to dominate him like he wanted. Jack likes to be tied up and placed in bondage捆绑 — being tied or restrained. I even ordered a book off the Internet that showed how to perform bondage捆绑 — being tied or restrained, how to tie various knots and different ways to tie up your lover. I also ordered Elise’s book and her section on objectification and how a woman can dominate a man with little effort peaked my interest.