A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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The first time I rolled stockings长袜 — a close-fitting covering for the leg up my shaven legs I was amazed at how sexy it made me feel – yet combined with feels of humiliation羞辱 — shame given on purpose and shame. Most of the time now, I love wearing my nylons丝袜 — sheer stockings, because I know I am pleasing her by demonstrating my obedience. My Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner frequently encourages me by reminding that “actions speak louder than words.”

BRAS

Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner has purchased several nice bra’s for me, but I am not required to wear them to work, as it would be too obvious under my male outerwear. I do own some nice camisoles吊带背心 — a light sleeveless top, though, and Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner recently told me I may be throwing away my white male undershirts shortly. This, I confess, will be scary, and I’m not really looking forward to it, if the day comes.

CHASTITY禁欲 — being kept from orgasm CONTROL

Like many male submissives顺从 — willing to obey, I suppose, I’m not allowed an orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax without the specific permission of my Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner, and then only under her direct supervision. I am NEVER allowed to request a sexual release – only she may raise the topic.

Typically, I must dress in a special pair of crotchless panties, and sometimes a bra, while masturbating on my knees before her. I must always spread a towel in front of me – a pink (!) towel, reserved only for this purpose – then Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner tells me to get my bottle of Astro-glide. Believe me, Ms. Sutton, I don’t waste any time in complying!