A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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My wife called and said she would be home very late tonight so I am not to wait up. My hands were busy tending to my chores but my mind was in a different place. My mind was on his wife, wondering how her evening was unfolding, missing her, desiring her but also excited for her. On the one hand, I was missing not sharing in the Cougar熟女 — an older woman who wants younger men party experience with my wife. But on the other hand, I was relieved that I did not have to be there to watch my wife interacting with potential young suitors. This was something she wanted, something she needed in her life, something that would bring her a great deal of pleasure, and for her I am happy.

The thoughts that filled my mind were a combination of excitement and apprehension. Each time my mind would dwell upon the fact that my wife was at the Cougar熟女 — an older woman who wants younger men party, I thought I would explode from sexual excitement. My submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature wanted this in the worst way. What if someone who knows us is there? My biggest fear is that a colleague or a close friend will find out that my wife cuckolds绿帽男 — a man whose wife has other lovers me. How could I ever maintain my dignity? My wife hates it when I talk like this. Part of me loves it when a woman takes my manhood away from me. That part of me wants to be stripped of all my dignity by my wife.