A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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We got back from vacation. We had a wonderful time. I feel ashamed about the big argument we had. I know I will be punished tomorrow night when we have our session, and I deserve it. I have never been as mad at my Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner as I was Thursday night. We were having a great vacation together until she bumped into an old high school flame. I saw nothing special about him. He was not younger and not all that handsome compared to the other men she has dated. I was surprised and disappointed when she invited him to dinner with us. She had too much to drink and I could see what was going to happen. She flirted with him and it made me mad. I tried to get us to leave but she got angry with me and ordered me to go back to our room. I told her I would only leave if she came with me. I knew when I said it that I was wrong.

Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner ordered me to apologize in front of her friend. I was embarrassed. I felt terrible but I didn't want to leave them. I apologized and I went back to the room. I was angry at Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner for being with this man and I was angry at myself for embarrassing my Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner in front of this man.

Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner came into our room three hours later and I asked her to please tell me she didn't have sex with him. She laughed and told me she did and that the sex was great. I was upset and I let her know how I felt. Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner sat on the bed and was quiet while I vented. This was the first time I ever called my wife a slut. God forgive me.