A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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My Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine order me to lay on my back and she gave me the most wonderful surprise as she climbed on top of me and guided my erect penis阴茎 — the male sex organ into her pussy阴部 — the vulva. She usually only allows me this privilege on special occasions like my birthday or our anniversary. This night was neither but she was allowing me to go inside of her warm pussy阴部 — the vulva. It felt wonderful but as always, my erect penis阴茎 — the male sex organ went limp as I entered her. Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine chuckled as she gently reminded me that this was one of the reasons she does not allow me to enter her. Her smile and her chuckles were teasing and taunting but they also had a sense of satisfaction in them. She likes it that I have this response to entering her.

I don’t know why I lose my erection inside of her. That was not always how it was. I once was a good lover but no more, at least not with my penis阴茎 — the male sex organ. It is psychological now and I don’t feel worthy to be inside of her. I feel that I don’t belong there. She has trained me to feel this way and has worked on my psyche these many years and now I am incapable of performing. Her chuckles cut through me in a humiliating way and I feel embarrassed but I like the feeling. She tells me to just hold still and feel her warmth and when I concentrate on her warmth, I grow semi-hard again, not a full erection but about half way. I was so excited from the pleasure that I knew that if she moved, I might climax. She sensed it and she withdrew me from her.