A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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07 March 2005 (Mon.): I crawled to Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner’s bedroom and began to rub her feet. After several minutes she invited into bed with her. We snuggled for a while and I caressed her back and legs. Eventually I moved so that I could kiss and worship崇拜侍奉 — adoring service her ass臀部 — the buttocks. She allowed several glorious minutes of as worship崇拜侍奉 — adoring service, even farting in my face. Her farts were very pungent, but also erotic and caused me to endeavor to kiss and lick with even more abandon. I wanted to be deeply “Frenching” her ass臀部 — the buttocks when/and if I received the next one. At one time she would have told me to move, that she was going to fart. Now she just “lets go” right in my face. For me this is very degrading, humiliating, erotic and fulfilling. I am very grateful to Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner that she feels comfortable now to do this. Farting in her slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience’s face is one of those ways in which this relationship dynamic is driven home for me. When she does this with no compunction on her part I feel that she is acknowledging our separate roles in the household hierarchy. I love her for being able to come this far and to now fart in my face, filling my nose and mouth with her noxious emanations. I have to make a family trip for a couple of days with a family member so Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner decided that I needed to be released from chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm. When she got home from work she gave me permission to remove the device. I cleaned myself, applied some lotion then dressed and she took me out for dinner. After 63 days of confinement it feels strange to be “out.” I won’t have a chance over the next couple of days to pleasure myself or take advantage of my temporary freedom and it will be interesting to se what Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner has in store fro me when I return in a couple of days. I know that I will miss being in Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner’s presence and serving her, being submissive顺从 — willing to obey to her. The next few days will find me in a very “vanilla普通性爱 — sex without kink” environment. I am not looking forward to it. I need to submit, to be dominated. After how far Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner and I have come it is hard for me to “go back” to being “normal.”