A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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06 April 2005 (Wed.): I didn’t sleep well last night and woke up a couple of times with painful nocturnal erections. I played with my nipples乳头 — the tip of the breast some but that didn’t seem to help. When I finally woke up I had a headache. I am having to adjust again to my condition of chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm. I believe that I was out too long this last time. I must beg Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner to keep me in chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm and plead with her to make my release times very short, perhaps only for a cleaning or a quick and humiliating jack-off for her amusement. Chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm is a much better condition for me. I am more productive and more docile, with a better submissive顺从 — willing to obey attitude. Yes, it IS frustrating, but it is the condition that best suits me.

07 April 2005 (Thur.): I took care of some items on my home business enterprise this morning. After lunch I got in a good workout with the barbells. I cooled down a bit from that then started to get the gifts for Miss Erica together and began to wrap them. I found an old copy of DDI (Domination Directory International) that has one of Miss Erica’s advertisements. I want to ask Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner if we can take it tomorrow and if I may ask Miss Erica to autograph it. I wrapped the new wooden paddle that I made for Miss Erica and also wrapped the cane I made for her. On our first visit to Miss Erica Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner talked about my domestic duties and my cooking and Miss Erica said that perhaps I should bring something for her next time. So today I baked a pound cake to take to Miss Erica.