A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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The last memorable event of the day came at the hands, those wonderfully creative and talented hands, of Miss Erica. She was trying to sum up the “lessons” of the day. I was still bound to the stake and Miss Erica was behind me with Her cane. She was telling me what I needed to remember from the day’s lessons and making me repeat back to Her what I had learned. I seemed to be doing OK, until I somehow got off-track and started to improvise my responses. Of course Miss Erica never misses a trick and began to verbally berate me, chastising me for not doing as told and for simply making things up rather than repeating the lesson as I was explicitly instructed. A vicious cane stroke prompted me to repeat exactly “I will shut up and wait for instructions from Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner.” Another vicious cut of the cane and Miss Erica had me repeat it again. And so it went, I repeated my mantra to the vicious and cutting strokes of the cane until at the last stroke my reply was but a whimper and tears were rolling down my face. Miss Erica had beaten me into total submission. I was humiliated, hurt, and in tears, but totally at peace with myself and satisfied. Miss Erica and Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner had sternly and lovingly taken me to where I wanted, and needed, to be.