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I kept those panties in my mouth, sucking on them until many minutes later when she was through with her shower and I was kneeling before her, assisting her with dressing. She then reached down and removed them from my mouth. It is SO erotic to have Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner knead up her sweaty and smelly (but in the good feminine musky scent way) panties and put them in my mouth. There is something so submissive顺从 — willing to obey, so humiliating and degrading about Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner sticking her panties in my mouth. Every act of hers like this binds me closer to her. I love her so much and I am so proud of how far she has come in recognizing and accepting both Her Dominance and my submission.

19 February 2005 (Sat.): I didn’t sleep well last night and awoke with a painful nocturnal erection. I finally got back to sleep. When I did get up I waited on Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner, brining her vitamins and tea as usual. At supper I told her about last night and the fruitless erection. She said that maybe we should let “him” out. She asked how long it had been. I told her that today was day number 47. She said that tomorrow we would tie my current record of 48 days in chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm. I asked her not to release me yet, that I wanted to see if I could maybe go 60 or 90 days n my CB3000. She was non-committal, but smiled.