Real Stories - January/February 2007

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Before Starr's ultimate seduction of Al, she didn't let anyone other than potential boyfriends know she was "The Boss" and that I was her submissive顺从 — willing to obey. But now she seems to be openly flaunting her position of authority. As but one example, my current orders are to remain dressed "as is" whenever she brings a guest into the RV, unless she says otherwise. Since I am required to do housework naked except for heels, that's what I'm often wearing. Luckily, only Al has seen me that way so far.

The bottom line is that I am cuckold绿帽男 — a man whose wife has other lovers and I have survived these experiences of sexual humiliation羞辱 — shame given on purpose with submissive顺从 — willing to obey grace, and Starr seems to have way more self-confidence than before. The result is that she now aggressively dominates many more aspects of our relationship and to a much greater degree.

One other thing has changed too. Before Al, even though she wouldn't allow me intercourse she would often manually masturbate me to orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax after I had brought her to orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax with tongue or vibrator震动器 — a toy that buzzes. After Al, she refuses to masturbate me at all, and instead makes me to do it myself while she watches.

Perhaps you could provide some insight on the dynamics of what is really going on, since I'm probably too emotionally involved to see the situation clearly?

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