Real Stories - January/February 2009

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Meeting one another and exploring our natures that we had suppressed for so long was very much like being pulled from quicksand that had long suffocated both of us. As you have so often pointed out, it was I who expressed my desires to her once I had felt secure enough to do so. She had shown me the tendency to be dominating in the bedroom, although afterwards she had expressed regret at any marks she had inflicted upon me. Once reassured that I was thrilled by her expressions upon my flesh of affection, and I had told her of my own desires and prior experiences she immediately took the reins of control in our love together and no longer suppressed her desires for conquest of me.

We had moments in our chosen lifestyle where she surprised me with her openness about our relationship, being that I had always been a very private individual. She shared our lifestyle with her closest friend early on prior to marriage and I was shocked by this. I pulled back at first, since I was sure that I was going to be judged harshly by her friend in a negative manner. Contrary to what I thought (maybe conditioned to think) she supported it and was quite expressive with me about it. Suffice to say that it was a relief not to have to hide it and I have become quite comfortable with being submissive顺从 — willing to obey in front of her, showing her the same respect, and even being disciplined by the two of them for infractions or simply for their mutual satisfaction and enjoyment.