Real Stories - March/April 2007

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Masturbating with her always felt different then doing it alone. The heart beats faster and for me it was more difficult to cum. The pleasure was great but the ending was worrisome. As I got closer to cuming I would always slow down not to prolong the pleasure because I couldn’t believe what I was doing in front of her and she would notice and ask why I was slowing down. After, I always felt guilty, embarrassed and I always had the feeling masturbating alone would never be the same again. She would always know what my most private intimate relationship with myself was like and always be in my head.

She would even ask intimate questions of me at inappropriate times in front of friends just to keep me in line in a teasing way. For the whole time we were together I would always end up touching myself in this way with her and I felt she enjoyed this and that it was what she wanted. And I loved it and I loved her. At the time I had never known of femdom女性支配 — female domination relationships or male subs顺从者 — a submissive person but now I see that she had the dominate role and I was naturally submissive顺从 — willing to obey and thankful to be with someone like her.