Real Stories - September/October 2007

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Despite being released from my bonds and now in theory at liberty, the reality was that at that moment my distraught mind totally accepted the actuality that this female had now gained complete mastery over my mind and body and was free to do with me exactly as she pleased. For the first time in my life, I really understood what must be the emotions of the most craven of slaves奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience.

The session finally ended and I departed from her presence. I thought about her constantly, both afraid to see her again, yet connected to her in a way that still haunts me. By the time I got my courage up to see her again, she had disappeared from the scene. Years later, I’ve still never really come to terms with the fact that she just disappeared from the scene like that. And of course, I’ve lost count of the times I’ve pondered the mystery; worked out all sorts of different scenarios of what might have happened. But there are endless reasons as to why she would have suddenly left the professional mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner scene and I know now, - I’ll never find out the real reason.

Those devious magazine people kept her advert in for months after. Her photo was just too good for them to miss out on the money gained from fruitless inquiries. In fact that one photo was still being used in many S/M circles years later, especially in various magazines, as an example of a perfect fantasy Dominatrix女支配者 — a dominant woman.