Real Stories - July 2005

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PS. I found you through your book, which Heather gave me to read. She loves it.

Elise’s Response:

Stefani, it sounds like your sex life has been one of exploration and experimentation as you have tried to come to terms with your true nature. I am sorry to hear that you had to prostitute yourself out to men while you were trying to discover who you really were but thankfully you have finally found a woman who understands you and who has shown you what loving female authority is all about.

It seems to me that you are not gay but rather you desired and needed loving female authority. Your first Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner had tremendous power over you and she basically pushed you into your life of homosexuality as she feminized you and took you to gay clubs and had you interact sexually with some of her male clients. In a way, your initial journey into homosexuality was a form of female domination as you were doing what your Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner demanded of you, thus it satisfied your submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature. As long as a woman was ordering you and training you to be a woman, you enjoyed it because of your submissive顺从 — willing to obey nature. But once you got away from her and embarked on your own sexual journey, you found that your sexual interactions with men was not fulfilling.