Real Stories - October 2005

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I told her how I was feeling and she agreed to embrace more FemDom女性支配 — female domination activities with me. She has begun peeing on me, using the strap-on穿戴式假阳具 — a toy penis worn in a harness, shaving my private area, caging my penis阴茎 — the male sex organ and of course denying me intercourse. We have separate bedrooms, which she decided on a few months ago and we have been sleeping in separate rooms since, but surprisingly this has brought us very close emotionally through having our own space. I feel like her slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience and that makes the cuckolding easier to accept. When I was her husband, I felt neglected and jealous. Now that she dominates me and treats me like her slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience, I love her deeply and I accept her right to have other lovers.

We have just stumbled across your site and it makes so much sense, but she still has a hard time with the cruel dominance. She does not whip me or even spank me. She also loves seeing me act powerful in the real world.

We are trying to take small steps at being confident in our new mental roles, or at least roles that are not just in practice but also in mind. She is great at being a Domme女主人 — a dominant woman but she says she lacks confidence in domming me. She loves having lovers, and me as her chaste slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience, and we realize for this to work for me, she must be cruel at times. She wants to dominate me but she doesn’t want me to lose my self-respect. That is her concern.