Real Stories - December 2005

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Brain, of course it can be repeated. Why not? You were clever and bold to ask her to sit on you and she was more than willing. So why do you doubt it now? Could it be that you are a little bit ashamed? Could it be that you don’t want to submit too fast to this woman?

I am sure the experience was wonderful, I mean how could it not be? What you experienced was subspace. You went into subspace because of what this event represented to you. You were weak and helpless and in bondage捆绑 — being tied or restrained to your girlfriend and she was seated on you like a Queen. She was thus “Queening坐脸 — sitting on a partner's face” you, even though she was clothed. She was in charge, she had the power and you were beneath her, both physically and mentally. And it was the mental part that took you to subspace. You loved being in that passive, helpless position to a woman. That made her dominant in your eyes. You especially loved that she ignored you, as she watched television. You were her seat cushion, an inanimate object, of no more importance than any other piece of furniture in the room. That was not how she perceived the situation but that is how you perceived the situation, and it took you to subspace.

But now you are not sure how to communicate to her why you enjoyed this so much. Because if you are honest with her, you will have to admit that you want to submit to her, and what if she agrees? Are you willing to give her that much power?