Q&A Forum - August 2010 ("Searching for Wanda" edition)

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I only wish I had read you book about two years ago. I met the Domme女主人 — a dominant woman - and woman of my dreams - three and a half years ago. We were friends for a year and a half. Then two years ago, we started dating. Our relationship was AMAZING at the start. While we were friends, she constantly told me how much she was interested in bondage捆绑 — being tied or restrained and being a Dominant Woman. Once we started being romantically involved with each other, the sparks flew! I had been with many Dominant Women before, but never one that I loved and cared about as much as Caren. She's smart, funny, adventurous, and sweet. We traveled together to Argentina the first month we dated and it was like going to heaven with an angel. She swept me off my feet!

Then I got greedy. I got pushy. I wanted more domination and bondage捆绑 — being tied or restrained and I went about everything in the wrong way. This pushed Caren away and made her less interested in BDSM, something she had told me many times she was VERY interested in. The final straw was when I secretly emailed another Domme女主人 — a dominant woman. I justified it initially in my mind by thinking I was getting advice from her. That was B.S.! I secretly emailed this other Woman for 8 months before the guilt and shame became too overwhelming and I told Caren about the emails last October. She was obviously furious.